Saturday, 28 January 2012

Just want to cry

This year is turning out to be the hardest yet. Hubby had confirmation he will be made redundant possibly sooner than we thought in March so god knows what we will do, I've tried to be positive for him and encouraging him saying it's a good thing as he never liked the job anyway and it's time to start over. He has so much potential but he's so unmotivated to do anything about it, It's incredibly frustrating as he doesn't realise the pressure he puts on me as I'm heart broken at the fact I have to go back to work full time and leave my baby who I have cared for 24/7, it's like losing part of your body.
I had a letter of confirmation this morning and as soon as I saw it I had a lump in my throat - it's hard for me too.

2 comments:

  1. There are so many unwritten words of frustration in this post. I'm sure you wanted to scream your emotions onto the page.I really hope things work out for you. I send you a big virtual hug. Take care. Sarah x

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  2. Yes I certainly did, i'm feeling more positive now. Thank you for your comment really appreciate it.

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