Why Do I Do These Things?

A couple months back I decided to strip my hair as I've wanted to go blonde for ages so I used Colour B4, it worked but wasn't the light colour I wanted and ended up coppery so I added an ash medium blonde as that's suppose to tone the red tones down but my hair came out darker again so couple weeks back I gave myself highlights using a Jerome Russell kit which looked good as I had different tones of blonde/copper but no one seemed to notice so it wasn't striking enough so on Friday I lightened my hair with Live XXL colour - max blonde but it was so patchy 

Patchy Hair

with orange, blonde and brown so I rushed out (yes I actually went out like it) to get bleach as thought it would get rid of all the patches and give me a blank canvas.

So on Saturday I applied two boxes of Bblonde maximum lift blonding kit by Jerome Russell and the result was still patchy and very orange. Nothing like the picture on the box. It actually looks better in the picture but it is bad.

Ginger

I put a blonde Nutrisse colour on and hoped for the best, but as you can see from the pictures below it came out a lighter gingery blonde.

I went out like this but to my surprise a lady who was walking behind me said she was admiring my strawberry blonde hair as she passed........urm really!

 

My hair is now well and truly frazzled at the ends so now I'm thinking why the hell didn't I just pay out to a hairdresser as I've damaged my hair and will end up spending more to correct it plus I'm now thinking blonde may not even suit me. 

Sunday I put yet another colour on but this time a chocolate brown as I've given up on the blonde idea.