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Saturday, 8 June 2013

Some Days I Feel I've Just Had Enough

This week well actually the last 3 weeks have been difficult.....why well here's a list:

- Both kids crying at same time.
- Ollie's constant naughtiness.
- Ollie not listening to a word I say 
- Ollie laughing at me when being
told off
- Getting woken up constantly at night
- never having time on my own
- Organising a get together for everyone to cancel on the day
- Noise from neighbours
- Family member dispute
- No one listening when I say I need a break
- Mess
- Headache 
- Hay fever 
- Kids nappies leaking my side of the bed
- Changing two lots of disgusting nappies daily 
- inconsiderate people
- Me not being patient 
- Me flipping out and being so stressy  

It may sound trivial to most but day in and day out I feel I'm going to explode. I miss freedom, quiet and just being alone.

Maybe I'm being selfish as I am a mum of two what did I expect, life had to change but in all honesty I didn't know it would be this hard.
I always found work difficult as I have never been where I wanted to be, I've always felt replaceable and at times invisible in an office. 
At home I'm needed but to have sole responsibility at times is difficult to handle so hats off to single mums and dads out there you are truly amazing. 

Anyway my apologies rant over - I feel a little better for it.