I keep feeling incredibly emotional lately like this morning I woke up in a really negative mood thinking I'm rubbish at everything including being a mum.
I feel so bad that I have to leave my baby in 7 weeks to go to work full time but I have no choice we need the money.
I feel awful because I think my bubba prefers being with his grandma. Shes not with him every day but he clings to her so it goes back to me thinking how the hell will I feel with him being with a childminder for approx 50 hours a week will he become attached to her more than me.
I just can't bare it, but I have no way out.
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