Feeling Angry

I'm not sure what has happened to me this week but feel so angry and irritable with everything plus want to eat everything in sight but after last weeks lose I can't over do it as it would have been a waste of time but last night I had bubbly and chocolate. Today I keep eating biscuits as hubby left an opened packet in cupboard. 

Kids are annoying the hell out of me as I seem to speak and its ignored so I keep shouting so I am heard. 

I ordered a flower to put in my hair for tomorrow's wedding and it hasn't arrived which is so annoying. 

Feeling tired and so unmotivated, I just can't be bothered with anything today. Roll on bedtime. 

My rate over ha! Makes me feel better to write it down even if no one reads it. 

What is up with me today

I've woken up in such a foul mood today and I'm not sure why. I feel like I need to be on my own. I'm wondering if it is because I don't get much time on my own as I always have a child with me when I shower, go to toilet and even at night I tend to have Joel sleeping on me then there is breast feeding every two hours and when I do that Ollie has to sit right next to me most of the time which is lovely but I need some space so I'm actually writing this in the car as I've just been to the nurse for a jab - it's my breathing space before I go home.

I do feel guilty when I snap at Ollie or even the hubby as they haven't really done anything it's me being in a mood, I do hope I snap out of it. I guess it's just a down day :(