It is a battle everyday especially with my eldest child Ollie I really can't wait for him to go to school as a mum I really shouldn't say that but the stress is just too much now.
I can't control him at all I try and try but he just doesn't listen so I end up shouting due to the frustration. I never enjoyed working all that much but this is actually hell and now want to go to work.
Being a mum is not what I thought at all and I'm not really enjoying it. People keep saying to me enjoy this age as it goes so fast, you will be sad when they go to school but to be honest I can't wait for my freedom. I can't do anything without them. I was asked if I would like to help out at my weight watchers meetings on a Saturday but I can't because I'd have to bring these two naughty boys with me which wouldn't work, I've had to turn down doing craft events as no one around to look after the boys. It really does feel like its me and them 24/7 with hardly any help no matter how much I shout out for it.
I can't be the only person to feel this way but it does make me feel awful as I should be enjoying it but I think I will look back at this stage of my life as the toughest stage yet.
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