I've no topic to write about but I'm feeling very fed up with life at the moment so I need to get a few things off my chest.
With only one of us working (me) people kept saying go to citizens advice as you maybe able to do this, that etc so the hubby went yesterday and nothing they can recommend or advice they can give to help us out......really.
I'm shocked at all those people out there that don't even try to work get so much more it doesn't make sense and really not fair as they seem to have bigger houses to shelter their tens of kids and still get holidays, big tvs, cars and even pets (they aren't cheap).
Another thing getting me at the moment is being back at work after a year out - it does not work. It may for some if they have a good career but I guess they wouldn't take that long off if they did.
I've not felt welcome and more like why are you back. In a year a company can change quite dramatically so to be expected to just fit in isn't easy and people my god they can change if given a little more power.
What else can I moan about.......badly built houses, feeling fat and frumpy, mortgage companies that don't help when you ask for it uh I need some happy thoughts can anyone help me with that?
Hugs!! I've also been feeling very low the last couple of days so sharing some loving! I'm sorry you haven't settled into work. You're right a lot can change and what's more it's a shame when people change. I just hope no one is making things hard for you.
ReplyDeleteI just sit quietly sometimes, sometimes when the children have settled i can see them fast asleep and that makes me happy. I've also started thinking (sometimes jotting down) all the little things that make me smile. Sometimes it's just one tiny thing like an elderly couple walking together down the road in the evening and sometimes it's more.
Sorry for the essay. Ever need chat pop over my email's on there :) xx
Thank you and back to you.
ReplyDeleteIt is hard being full time and I don't feel they make it easy and feel like i'm treated like a child half the time being told off and monitored.
I do find actually when I get home and see my little boy's smile it makes me feel much better.
:) x