I haven't been writing my thoughts for sometime so today is a good day I think to reflect. What a year it has been with emotional ups and downs, family fall outs, child behaviour problems, first child starting school and a major stress head at the beginning of the year after coming off medication but I seem to be ending the year stressed but that is mainly due to kids and out of control eating so feel rubbish.
So not the best year but maybe I should look at positives I finally have free time insight to make things happen for myself. I just agreed to train to be an avon leader so I may finally see money and increase my confidence. If not with Avon my youngest son will be starting play group in January so I may see opportunities for a job. I have made some good friends so don't feel as lonely as I did. My husband would like to become a photographer so hopefully things will happen for him.
Ollie has learnt so much already at school he now knows the alphabet, write letters and numbers. Joel's speech has improved no end. So I hope for nicer times in 2016.
First to do is go on a major health kick to lose approx 14lb and feel better about me which will hopefully improve my mood so that would make kids and hubby happier.
Happy New Year xx
